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#but i'm a brown person writing about brown ppl and apparently i'm not good enough
the-everqueen
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2 years
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the third time is...maybe a sign that i need to find another career
(i did not get the fellowship i’d interviewed for)
#i do indeed feel heartwrenchingly disappointed and angry
#my cohort-mate got it
#(1 of like 12 ppl)
#and while i'm really glad for her and proud of her
#i'm also like...insanely envious
#partly because she got to have a really chill conversation with her interviewers
#about her research and her course design
#and didn't feel like they were grilling her
#and didn't get any tricky questions about what she's doing to promote equity as a fucking TA
#and like. she's white. of course.
#she's white and she writes about the middle east and that's FINE.
#but i'm a brown person writing about brown ppl and apparently i'm not good enough
#i got three yt ppl and interview q's i was never told to expect
#because they were kind of invasive and also just kind of biased!
#also bc of this i'm probably going to have to go back to VA for the next year
#so like........god.
#i almost regret coming home for this year
#it got my hopes up and that's just stupid
#if anyone responds to this with ''oh well it wasn't reflective of your work''
#i will block and report you
#i'm fucking tired of not being good enough
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