#but idk im thinking about how i have friends going to Cornell and UCs right out of hs and even though i have a 4.0 and graduated early

[goatmilksoda]

Theres only so much chillhop and homemade fun drinks can do until you start feeling The Weight™️ around you.

#not feeling motivated today #the good news is some cash came in to pay next semesters tuition! hooray! #and it may even be enough to fill up my car with gas! #(thats a joke #itll definitely cover that its 2k which is great!) #but idk im thinking about how i have friends going to Cornell and UCs right out of hs and even though i have a 4.0 and graduated early #im still hanging out at the cc and then going to a csu... #like to be fair i dont want student loans and i dont really think the degree i want demands a big school #but i do worry a little about it #like am i wasting potential? #idk... #my plan has been to be proactive but go with the flow (not too high not to low but if something looks interesting shoot for it. yknow?) #so im being pulled in lots of weird directions rn #well #i guess im gonna go make a fun drink and try to assuage my fears w/research