#but in reality she didnt know mami’s anxieties and depression and loneliness

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sayaka as the one who knows mami best and is the perfect one to free her- what

#s… sayaka knows MAMI best??? um…. what #k. kyoko…? kyoko trained with her for a full year and knows all her weaknesses and strengths? #homura has time traveled so many times and shes seen most of mamis sides? #hell in THIS timeline they say that mami felt comfortable confiding in madoka about her fears but sayaka was left out of that???? #like. sayaka and mami are close theyre pals dont get me wrong but shes like #definitely under kyoko and madoka in that rung #im not saying theyre bad or anything but i feel like sayaka works best when she doesnt really know mami that well #she idealizes her in death she holds her as a messiah basically she thinks she had no flaws #but in reality she didnt know mami’s anxieties and depression and loneliness #hell in a different story (the manga) sayaka actually learning this about mami and shattering that image of her #is what turns her into ocktavia #ig they want madoka for like the finale but then why is homura helping?? homura knows her sure but she’s basically the second main character #shes rebellions protag!! shes sometimes considered to be the main protag of pmmm! (which i dont agree with but yknow) #so like. im focusing so hard on a small line idk maybe sayaka will fail actually and ill look like a prick #but its weird #maybe theyre doing it like that because sayaka was the one to track her to mitakihara? idk #echoed voice