#but its like... i'll be fine. even better actually.. my mental health was at peak when i was just spamming my silly little buttons in a gw2

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i hate when people know what i’m feeling nevertheless i misssss miss miss miss miss miss being a kid on the internet... gw2 was so fun i never knew what i was doing but i had such a big group of friends that extended from forums and other games and we just did things together despite being strangers on the internet and now we’ve all been dispersed but i still have contact with 1 person yet we will never talk until another 5 years when we both realize how much we missed that time together... anyways can u tell i grew up on the internet

#touching grass and reading and etc etc etc is also SO important but i cannot deny that i have had social anxiety since i was born so yes #social interaction was very limited and came from the internet #i feel like this qualifies me for some special lab study on gen z who were introduced to the computer at the tender age of 7 #anyways like!! i just miss it so much and i might get a PC but something guilt trips me into how the internet is so bad and video game BAD #but its like... i'll be fine. even better actually.. my mental health was at peak when i was just spamming my silly little buttons in a gw2 #battle in some area in the map that was way above my character lvl #i think i just really miss online games with friends i would rather eat my ps4 than hopping on rdr2 online alone #.pdf #not to keep journaling here but i think being black in these spaces tho was really hard and there is still such a huge lacking #space of representation of black people who have ''nerdy'' interests so must accept the fact that if i wanna talk abt video games it's #claiming space i deserve to have without a single doubt

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i LOVE your list because, while my current list isn't super indicative of this, punk rock is one of my favorite genres. i was super into punk music/culture as a teenager who was a little too angry at the world so that genre played a big role in shaping who i am today and it holds a very special place in my heart. and Green Day was one of my introductions to punk music so i absolutely adore their music and am very happy to see them on your list!!!!

i'll be the first to admit that me citing 1D/their solo music as favorites is less because their music is actually better than other artists and more so because i just have so much love for that band and its members. i got into One Direction as a young teenager and i struggled a lot with my mental health during the time that they were at their peak so, as cheesy as it is, they mean a lot to me because they got me through some tough times. i feel like i'm obligated to include them on any list of my favorite artists because i've been a fan of them for 10+ years 😂 but i also do unironically love their music...even songs from Up All Night are still in my regular rotation and it's been like 12 years since that album came out.

so...if i had to rank them, i'm not sure exactly where they'd go relative to the five artists i already mentioned, but Niall would definitely be first, Louis would be second, and Harry would be third. them as a band would go fourth because, as much as i love all 5 albums they did together, i definitely prefer listening to their solo stuff. it feels weird not putting Louis first because i've been a Louis girl since day 1 but i think Niall writes better lyrics for the most part and Heartbreak Weather is just such a good album. and no disrespect to Harry but i have to be in the right mood to listen to a lot of his music, whereas i can just throw something by Niall or Louis on at any time and know i'm gonna vibe to it. and i don't ever listen to Zayn or Liam's solo music because for whatever reason, i don't really vibe with it...so they don't even get to be in the ranking.

sorry for writing a whole essay 😂

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your list was fantastic as well ! some smiths, LOVE and three days grace, some canadian love 🫶

so funnily enough, i hated the up all night album. still just cannot get into it, and the second album, can’t remember the name at the moment 😬 was just not my vibe at all. i really started liking them more when midnight memories came out, and then the next 2 albums were great. as for solo work, flicker and hs1 have yet to be topped in my opinion 😅 heartbreak weather does not have a single song that i actually enjoy 🫣 and i have no idea how fine line propelled harry’s career, because that one too i just really didn’t like at all 😬 the show and harry’s house were a step up but they still have not come close to topping their first albums in my opinion 😅 ESPECIALLY hs1, it’s honestly front to back such a fantastic album ! louis wise, i really liked walls, and i like faith in the future even more. louis to me is just steadily inclining in quality (i have high hopes for his third album 😂) and zayn and liam have some good songs, love pillow talk a lot and his new stuff is really good too. not a big fan of liam’s newer stuff, but some of his old songs are pretty good bops 🤷‍♀️

please don’t crucify me for this personal analysis 😂

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