#but its saur funny at the same time bc hes a soloist in v1 and im here v2 back desk 🥹🤙

[userdaisy]

i shouldnt be allowed to think

#light.txt #anygays theres this guy from hc in my cross cca bonding group thing #i may or may not have a crush on him 😵‍💫 #i have found his insta 🤙 through the cca insta djsjjsjs #and we are mutuals there yeehaw #and now bc i cant start a conversation for my life #i require assistance in sorting out my stupid emotions and maybe advice on actually making friends with him haha 🥹 #and we’ve both probably seen each other without the mask at least once (i think hes seen my face??? idk for sure though) #this is prob so confusing for yall im gonna stop here before i make yall go crazy too 🥹 #but its saur funny at the same time bc hes a soloist in v1 and im here v2 back desk 🥹🤙 #and hes like. 2 years older and besties with the chairman 😵‍💫 and i havent even saved our cca leader’s number #hahaha and i might have destroyed any good perception he has of me bc our ex-bel made the ny people in our group ask the hc guys a strange #question each #and i had to ask him his subject combi 🥹 #which is mortifying already #but then me being the epitome of tumblr cringe #exaggerated a lot of stuff 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 lord save my soul #and he prob thinks my music taste is weird (maybe bc it actually is djsjsjjsjs) #bc i played ptg during icebreaker games 😭 #and also for the self intros i dont even know why i said what i said 🥹 #i said i was ‘chronically online’ 😭😭 how are any of them supposed to know what that means #theres a lot more than this but im not posting bc its way to embarrassing 🥹 #weow this started with me needing Normal Human advice and slowly deteriorated into my going insane 🤙 #tw rant #kinda rant ???? #pls if any of you have advice just dm me or something 🥹👍 i dont like being in this state of mind