#but luckily harusono-sensei writes in such a way that takes into consideration the characters feelings

[thenon-fictiondays]

See, that's where he's wrong. I think it's actually.... just as difficult to be the one who's being pulled as it is to be the one trying to pull. It's actually really, really tough to be the object of your friend's affection. It's hard enough being pursued by someone you don't care about, but to be wanted by someone you do care about? To be put in a position where you either have to force yourself to have feelings you don't or hurt someone you care about? To feel like you have no choice but to either betray your own feelings or your friend's? It sucks. It sucks and it can ruin friendships. I would actually prefer to be the person trying to convince someone to fall for me than the person who someone else is trying to convince to fall for them tbh

#I've always been a bit overprotective of Hirano #bc i know all too well how much it sucks to be in this position #I've spoken about this before and i will again but honestly I'm not sure how i want kghr to resolve!! #im not sure i do actually want them to end up in a classic romantic relationship #[hides behind brick wall] #i know in my head his feelings are going to change #but im protective of the feelings he has now that know he doesn't want to be with kagi yet #i don't want those feelings to just be ignored #but luckily harusono-sensei writes in such a way that takes into consideration the characters feelings #(does that sound arrogant to say? lol) #so i trust that however the story goes its going to feel good #one of these days I'll write this post out in a more cohesive way bc I've been thinking about this for like a year and a half now lmao #kagihira #kagihira liveblogging