#but my ex's corworker was in love w them and one time they asked me 'would u be mad if i made him believe i liked him back? it would be an

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#i haven't talked abt this w anyone yet bc it's so fucking humiliating #but my ex's corworker was in love w them and one time they asked me 'would u be mad if i made him believe i liked him back? it would be an #epic prank lol' #and i said it didn't bother me :(( bc i wanted to trust them and bc there had been a situation before where i had accidentally implied that #they might not be a lesbian and it was so upsetting to them and i didn't want to stir that up again #and the pretending to like him turned into actual liking him (probably already was more than pretend from the start even if they couldn't #admit it to themselves) #i really let someone cheat on me w my eyes wide open i feel so stupid and disgusting and ugly and dumb and small #idk how to not see it as my fault #and idk how to forgive myself!!!!!!!!! #crying so fucking much rn idk what to do #🍓