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#but that also makes riz a safe target for these feelings of devotion
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Aroace Riz real but also Fabian is SO clearly in love with him and Riz has no idea
#honestly fabian might not even fully know yet
#a core part of fabians character is that he is so deeply afraid of rejection that he is never going to pursue the people he actually wants
#i do think he likes Maezy a lot but i think he only knows how to pursue hot toxic women that will discard him at a moments notice
#which in a way protects him from ever actually dealing with heartbreak
#is he a gay man dealing with comphet? ehh maybe
#i could see that
#but I think the vibe i get is more about how he has these platonic friends he completely adores and is fully devoted to
#and then in another category he has the people that he does not have any actual attachment to that he will allow himself to pursue
#and crossing the boundaries in between those two categories or allowing himself to pursue someone he really cares for
#would require a level of vulnerability he is in no way prepared for
#in his home life he has an emotionally detached mother who is well liked but kind of floats through interactions on a surface level
#and a father who is extremely concerned with fame and glory and attention but doesnt seem to have ever stopped moving in his life
#genuinely fabian does not know what a safe loving partnership would look like
#and we see him constantly oscillating between emulating his mother and his father in relationships
#but just beneath the surface is a little boy who wants so badly to cling to his loved ones so tight and be squeezed right back
#with no way of knowing how to even ask for that if he wanted
#and riz is his best friend in the world and he knows on some level that riz is simply not interested in having that kind of relationship
#not on the level fabian needs
#but that also makes riz a safe target for these feelings of devotion
#theyre just friends! just besties! fabian never has to reckon with his own loneliness or harmful patterns
#if he channels all of his yearning for closeness onto his best friend
#anyway! this boy needs therapy
#fhjy
#fhjy spoilers
#fabriz
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