#but thats not posible for me with how me body is so must! contort to fit my inside shape even a lil!!!!

[tittysuckersworld]

i crave top surgery so bad- its the one thing that would fix me dysphoria

#is like #i know i can bind but it makes my dysphoria worse?? #because it forces me to see chest and feel it pressed together and be in my brain “mine” when it very much isnt #may see about getting some sorta big job or use summer job stuff/save it up to be able to get it cause mannn #idk idk idk i know others that bind and that works for them but i just #i want to be more dude thats fem than fem thats dude #if that makes sence? #i wanna be man that has feminine traits and dresses in feminine ways that is seen as a dude without having to be masculine #but thats not posible for me with how me body is so must! contort to fit my inside shape even a lil!!!!