#but the irony of it the pain the misery... sip sip sip OUGH. i dont think he'd even enjoy being a distortion either

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rolands bad ending is perfect to me i am not kidding when i say its exactly what i would want from anything ever it checks all of my boxes. but the idea of him distorting after killing angela... whether its because he realises killing her didnt help at all or because a part of him is unsure if it was worth it. the realisation of becoming the very thing that killed his wife, killing countless of other people in his own distortion and being apathetic to it... like do you see it do you get where im going

#library of ruina spoilers #library of ruina #roland lor #projmoon #idk what his most popular character tag is. i need 2 find out #i love roland he is my favourite character of all time ANYWAY *puts him in a blender* #i am aware why roland doesnt distort outside the library (other than the obvious) from how i understand it he doesnt have a reason to #distortions seem to be out of a selfish desire and after his goal is finished that man aspires for absolutely nothing #but the irony of it the pain the misery... sip sip sip OUGH. i dont think he'd even enjoy being a distortion either #would u believe me if i said this post was originally gonna talk about a post-pianist but pre-library roland 'meeting' carmen #i still think tht would go crazy btw like angela technically caused the pianist but theres no denying carmen directly created it #and he cant attack her at all bc shes only a voice. and what if he gave into that voice and distorted huh...? anyway #text #roland