#but the nausea was less intimidating than a failing grade dkjvd

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just over 24 hours til i never have to think about my dissertation ever again

#im going to deliver such a mediocre presentation but i think the euphoria of Almost Finished will carry me through #then i have my exam on monday but im not thinking about that. im throwing rocks at it. at least its an easy one but ourgh #in better news i got a little money from family over the weekend and scrounged together enough for a totk preorder last night #since i really thought abt it and. though i feel guilty for Indulging. having to watch everyone else i know play and enjoy it #for several weeks while i can't and am just constantly avoiding social media/throwing myself into work will be WAY worse on me #and i need to be nice to myself for once my Inner Voice is getting very mean again recently #idk. i havent so much as opened discord in a While bc i just feel Bad if im not doing work rn especially after the party this weekend #or maybe its just some Loud social anxiety translating itself into that who knows #but i was working on this damn presentation on public transport yesterday!!!! i cant ever do ANYTHING on public transport #but the nausea was less intimidating than a failing grade dkjvd #ill get better. i dont know how much of the pressing guilt ill be able to shake until after exams. but im working on it #its Almost All Over #vent/ #?