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#but there's a charm to a twisted up web of fringe ideas and terms that can barely begin to describe
craycraybluejay
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im attracted to abstract concepts found in morbidly perverted things
#the kind of mental illness you only unlock when you have someone else to make yoy specially ill you know?
#someone who makes you sick in a way thats truly rare and unusual
#normal and good and whatever are boring
#but there's a charm to a twisted up web of fringe ideas and terms that can barely begin to describe
#idk maybe bc im schizo i just assign extra meaning to things that 'arent that deep'
#but idk there are unique beaties only i can notice and maybe its horror but its beautiful too
#and there are never enough words
#other than 'i am disgusting and you are my muse'
#to look at someone and just in that one moment there is a universe of unnamed emotion in looking at them
#and its not stuff like Being In Love most of the time
#its more like. wow theres something so wrong with you. wow your hair looks so beautiful in this angle. wow.. wow
#wow you chew really interesting. your opinions are horrible. i can fix you. i want to make you worse
#in a millisecond its like having lived an entire life staring at this one person
#and thinking a million bundled twisted twined thoughts of them
#and always the best word you can really grab for it is WOW
#im in awe with whatever the fuck my brain just did in response to the existence of You
#and quite possibly it will never do that again
#its not like in loveness or like some weird limerence
#but in this one singular point in time You fascinate me beyond comprehension
#the pores in your skin fascinate me. what you had for dinner fascinates me.
#another good word is enthralled.. enraptured.. deluded.. religious
#i can tell you the falling in love on acid phenomenon is like this but ten times less or more than ten less
#i know bc ive had that
#but conceptually it feels similar
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