#but they serve as a fair warnjng that i could be abusive and toxic and I hate it!!!

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#i cant deal with the cognitive dissonance frkm my toxic af disorganized attchment rn #its like omg i hated Emily's friend #i need to cut myself off. i notice when I get close w ppl in that way... I get... toxic #her friend deserves better than an angry abusive shit bag #well. My thoughts are abusive. not my actions but. i guess abuse is the actions you take. not the thoughts #but they serve as a fair warnjng that i could be abusive and toxic and I hate it!!! #friends = scary....