#but truly im too disinterested to engage w/ it in reality. ive accepted the asexuality but aromanticism felt untrue bcos ive had crushes

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i dont know how it took me this long to fully come to terms with it but. im literally just aro. or something to that effect.

#incoherent turtle noises #‘often when i play a game w/ romance options i accidentally play the most aroace protag ever’ <- does he know? #‘these are my fav characters i love them. btw theyre easily interpreted as aro.’ <- Does He Know? #and most egregiously of them all: #‘yeah let’s get friendmarried im never gonna wanna be in a romantic relationship anyway.’ <- DOES HE KNOW? #like. i can indulge in romance and sexuality in the hypothetical. for any gender. so im bi. #but truly im too disinterested to engage w/ it in reality. ive accepted the asexuality but aromanticism felt untrue bcos ive had crushes #but. rewind the tape. ive never wanted to kiss anyone. or do couple stuff. i just wanted someone to think im special & pay attention to me. #surprise that doesnt have to be romantic! and im fully satisfied being in a qpr. god the fact that my partner was just like. like. #’yknow ive been thinkin abt it i think i might just be aro’ ‘Yeah. I Know.’ and i didnt??? <- He Did Not Know. #the fact that this all finally processed in the brain yesterday. on valentine’s day. love loses!! lets gooo!!!!