#but....a lot of people I've met actually said that they think azusa made them worse mentally so....

[myangelscrimson]

I feel so much happiness and comfort in having emotional attachments to things like fictional characters and my heating pad. Although I cried before for having to replace them 😍🥰

#chloe shush #I think I'll never forget my friend asking me #how is it possible that you're THIS attached to a fictional character #and you know what idk #they're like little things you can look to for comfort when no one else around you can provide it #my entire life I've just been in the mindset of okay...well if I asked my favorite fictional character what they'd do in my situation #what would they say? #how would they cope #and I thought that everyone did that #because it's the only real comfort I've known my entire life and it honestly works pretty well #wondering what azusa would do or say to help me has talked me out of a lot of questionable things #even if sometimes he'd probably suggest self-destructive behaviors...it felt comfortable to have 'someone' who wouldn't judge for it #but....a lot of people I've met actually said that they think azusa made them worse mentally so.... #anyways I'M GONNA GO COLOR OR WRITE OR DO SOMETHING FOR MY PEACE AT MIND #I should definitely finish that application actually....