#can a man not recieve some ancestral guidance some minor deific portent some vague premonition Anything to hint at the way out of this

[dragonji]

not even the time-honored tradition of changing my phone lock and home screens is bringing me any joy at the moment I fear it might just be the worst it's ever been .

#j.txt #today has been an exercise in dissatisfaction and comrades I am Not handling it well [pained smile] #where is my casual nonaffect and peace with the eight sufferings when I need it? I'm never getting out of this mortal coil at this rate #can a man not recieve some ancestral guidance some minor deific portent some vague premonition Anything to hint at the way out of this #sinkhole of a situation??? I'm definitely not making it out on my own despite best efforts !