#cole kinda gets genshin! not gnosticism but i'm the only one who does

[windtraces]

i hate (joke hate it's funny) how like. the first group of <10 alters we knew of all wanted their own blogs on different accounts and as we found more alters that became a Pain In The Ass. and also now we are just too lazy so alters just make sideblogs off of whoever is fronting at the time which means i NEVER have a GODDAMN CLUE what main someone's sideblog is attached to. idek if i know all of the separate accounts.

#aahhhh ye oldene dayes when we tried to only use one blog and share it #that Did Not Work #i looked through that blog and it Did Not Fuvking Work #we're better now about sharing like... memories and stuff and not being ignorant of other alters' interests #cole kinda gets genshin! not gnosticism but i'm the only one who does #but back then jfc #it kinda makes me happy #i don't think any of us have fused except maybe fragments in the background #but we have integrated some #z cofronted recently which is a fucking amazing shock #and we rarely get blackout amnesia #anyways systemposting on main wah whatever #ventipost #i just kinda ermmm #sometimes i feel like we haven't made any progress/have gotten worse #like worrying that we accidentally made dissociation worse with how separate we can be if that makes sense #but i don't think so because other than identity still being pretty firmly sectioned off we can share other stuff #i got emotions in the tags oopsy