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#collaborator is having a retirement party. and next week my lab mates wanna do a trivia night. and i kno that i should go to these things.
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#ay ay ay. now that the soul crushing project is done ive elected to spend the week managing data
#which is decidedly more chill than what ive been doing for the last month but also isnt not doing anything and it isnt getting stuff done
#for when i have to move. so thats annoying. and ive been drawing again at least but i can feel the escalation in my controlling behavior
#so its now very frustrating trying to draw anything. coloring is gonna take a million years rip.
#also suddenly everyone wants to b social rn? like tomorrow my boss is organizing a thing with an old lab mate and this weekend a
#collaborator is having a retirement party. and next week my lab mates wanna do a trivia night. and i kno that i should go to these things.
#and i will try but i really dont want to go to any of it. mostly for driving reasons but also im a husk of a person rn. but the more
#devastating thing is that uh next week one of the kids i grew up with is getting married to a rich girl lol. and like we werent that close
#bc i was and am such an asocial freak but after the wedding my parents r picking up their new camper and camping their way across the
#country with my sisters. and im sure someone probably told me the dates of these things at some point but if u tell me dates i will
#instantly forget them. so thats. ya kno. happening over basically the next 2 weeks while i have to kill myself over measurements for a
#different study i dont care abt. and like. its fine. ill see them mid may for a different planned trip. it just makes me kinda sad
#a product of living halfway across the country i guess. im just inherently more disconnected to everyone. i would suspect thsts semi
#intentional subconsciously. u cant b upset abt not being able to connect with ppl if you create enough physical distance that u never see
#them in the 1st place. u cant misunderstand me if i make myself absent and unknowable. idk. i was explaining to my mum that i didnt realize
#the timeline and she was like. understandable whatever u wanna do! and idk y that upsets me so much. i guess its just that i dont want to b
#doing this. its causing me pain but dont kno how to articulate it in a way that makes sense. whatever. my mouth hurts. my lips r so chapped
#that the irritation is spread past my lip line. probably doesnt help thst i keep rubbing at it lol. anyway things r still annoying
#less soul crushing thsn last week but still frustrating
#unrelated
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