#conferences! seminars! getting INTO it w others! and pointing to philosophers who are NOT the same like 5 people i read for all of forever

[daddy-socrates]

hhhhhhhh i am so close to done w this chapter i am DYING (in a good way this time though)

im really proud of how i cleaned up/rewrote/incorporated more parts into this chapter, and now im literally on my final section of my final chapter excluding the introduction and conclusion sections my advisor wants me to write for the week after next, but like, of the body of the paper?? last part

i am vibrating! at the speed of light! god i am so nervous and excited! aaaaah!

#thesisposting #my friends have advised me that another degree (phd) won't make me happiest but honestly now that im reaching the end of the ma? #(reminder: minimum 1 year break between ma and phd Or Else *knife emoji*) #i love philosophy so much. i wish i had this same drive for my undergrad thesis #do yall remember that? holy shit ive had this blog for like 6 or 7 years now omfg?? #but. ugh. i wrote that while pissed off and absolutely twisted. based on my half-assed readings of books i now absolutely love #that project is an embarrassment and maybe i will re-do it someday #now that i have GOOD work under my belt #ohhbhh i love philosophy and i want to do it more!! #conferences! seminars! getting INTO it w others! and pointing to philosophers who are NOT the same like 5 people i read for all of forever #rofl. says a blogger w socrates in the url #but to be clear ive never been a superfan. he's just the first a lot of people think about so i memed on it #a n y w a y #i love teaching. i love reading again. i miss the relative flexibility of being able to take a walk outside once in a while between classes #but at the same time i fuckin love my job and my work friends. and im terrified of leaving it. because it's the best job ive ever had #and best i may ever have #screams into pillow. kicks feet. my two loves. this is panphobic and polyphobic both. dang #im procrastinating again by talking in the tags of my own post but uhh!! yeah #that's that