#ctubbo is full of cracks but he paves over them with love and it hurts like a burn salve stings and it hurts when the bandaid rips off

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none of u understand ctubbo like i do. he has to be human thats the point of his story!!

#sorry sorry sorry hes my GUY #i like goat and sheep and ram and everything else as a design choice + as symbolism from schlatt and stuff #also dragon is just funky!!! thats my fave :] #but he HAS to be human!!!! it takes away from his character if you just make him this nuke loving goat boy #like its FUN I AGREE. but his character is fundamentally human & suffers fundamentally human emotions and events #and to make him a goat or a sheep in a way that isnt like a manifestation of his human insecurities (imagination) #i feel like kind of takes away from that? like its almost like dehumanisation but not in the buzzword way #like it makes it harder to feel the emotions to your core that he would feel it takes away from his story kind of #its not BAD and its definitely more FUN. but like for the story ctubbo has to be human in my book thats the point of his character!! #hes the most human of all of them i think. maybe thats just bc i relate to him the most? but i see humanity the most in him than the others #like his survivors guilt and the way he Just Keeps Going and the way he cant bring himself to stop lovign even when it hurts #the way he loves his home (lmanberg) so deeply and the way he loves his friends so deepy. #ctubbo is full of cracks but he paves over them with love and it hurts like a burn salve stings and it hurts when the bandaid rips off #but he never stops he never stops because he is indestructible and though sometimes he wishes he werent theres his love again. #he cant give up because he's filled with too much love and attachments and devotion and that is his greatest strength #and when you boil him down to 'traumatized goat boy who made nukes' its kinda like guysssss. nooooooooo #ANYWAYS LOL #tobin talks