#disclaimer i havent read ward and wont ever do so

[ledzephlin]

aisha laborn is so. your brother doesn't miss you when you're gone but somehow you still feel suffocated by him. he's speedrunning parentifying himself because he thinks it's the best way to protect you. the world won't see him as a real adult but he'll never be just a kid to them. you prick and poke and needle until people are forced to pay attention to you. their glares feel like a drink of cold water on a hot day. the world hates you when it notices you. you are too loud, too obnoxious, too provocative. you're still invisible half the time. you meet a boy that no one else likes either and he becomes your best friend. you let him get so close to you he can see out of your eyes. he blows himself up just to save you, just for a chance that you might survive. your brother dies barely a grown man and you lie to his ex that never really liked you that he's alive and doing just fine. you kill your best friend's father since he couldn't do it himself. you're still invisible.

#can u tell im Thinking about her #disclaimer i havent read ward and wont ever do so #she's just a kid man #worm #parahumans #edit: this post got more popular than i thought it would. oops #aisha is so. when your name means life but yours is slowly getting sucked out of you by the weight of the world on your shoulders