#do you think jason's popularity status comes from not only being a Charismatic A+ Jock but also from having dated a couple of girls??

[heartburstings]

hey, wait. i have a distressing thought here.

you know how, in you and i, jason has to comfort peter that It's All Just A Game? and directly after that, peter like, just directly says, "i know he wants to be the american dream. i know he wants a trophy bride, kids, a dog, a picket fence. i don't know how i'm supposed to fit into that."

and it's like... i doubt this insecurity came from nowhere. like, yeah, of course peter knows jason this well, of course he does--but also. do you think ivy was even the first girl jason went out with? you know???

#wynn speaks #bare: a pop opera #do you think jason dating ivy--a Friend TM in their Friend Group TM--was the last straw??? #do you think jason's popularity status comes from not only being a Charismatic A+ Jock but also from having dated a couple of girls?? #like this changes the whole fucking thing for me. what if jason's relationship with ivy was not his first comphet relationship. #what if for the both of them this was the relationship that shook up the script they were used to when it came to dating. guys #am i going crazy?? am i going crazy???? does this make any sense???? i have no idea this just came to me. help #also the PAIN of watching ur boyfriend be in a Fake Relationship TM that he plays out to be a Real Relationship TM over and over again #and having to be ok with it bc it's jason's way of staying in the closet no matter how homophobically. can you fucking imagine. #just girl after girl filling the role of Girlfriend and peter's here like. playing the role of Best Friend. #and he's like. literally his boyfriend. he's like yeah idk how to feel abt being the queer subtext in ur real-time autobiography jason #ok i need to stop editing the tags repeatedly but like. #the girl saying ''jason--did you lose my number?'' in you and i #and then jason doesn't call ivy back during spring break #there's a terrible implication here that jason doesn't even break up with girls #that ivy is the first time he's realized that the way he treats women as a prop to Perform Straightness is like... #harmful to an actual human person... #heeeelp...