#dose anyone undertsnd me. does anybody undertsand howbmuch killua means to me

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OKAY FINE WHATEVER I'LL HAVE A BREAKDOWN OVER THIS EPISODE WITHOUT UPLOADING THE CLIP I WANTED I GUESS

#bwark #WHWHHWHWHWHHWHW #dose anyone undertsnd me. does anybody undertsand howbmuch killua means to me #like god i was shaking over the fucking haircut scene there was no way i was gonna be able to survive the rest of the episode #BUT KILLUA!!!! this kid has been taught all of his life that he's only ever supposed to kill #that he was never meant to feel love and compassion. that he was only meant for destruction #yet he's proving his abusers wrong. and more importantly he's proving his capability for love to himself #he saved a life for the very first time......he's so such a good kid and he doesn't even know it #he has so much love and care stored inside of him. does he know good he is. does he get it. i want him to know #AND AND killua being in a safe and loving environment for the first time ever #he gets to just exist as a kid with his bestie just like he's always wanted. mito and abe see this kid who's obviously never had any sort #of love before and just take him in and shower him with it immediately #like.....he's safe he's happy he's loved he gets to care about others with his whole heart #tbh i think i need to be taken out back and shot idk how else to process this episode