#dreamt about him again jfjdjfjfjff

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In a different world I definitely fucked one of my former professors/now friend

#dreamt about him again jfjdjfjfjff #the worst part is I know he adores me and would in theory be into me 💀 #but actually this man is so gorgeous and so serious and thoughtful and intelligent and helpful and respectful #thank GOD I’m married to my soulmate otherwise this would actually be unbearable lol #my friends used to be like ‘why is he responding to your emails at midnight??’ #when I was worried about what he thought of me they’d deadpan and be like ‘you’re literally his favorite’ #he emailed law schools on my behalf when I got waitlisted without me ever asking him to #he literally tweeted about me one time!!! #he sent me a BIRTHDAY VIDEO #and also when I saw him after graduating again he immediately wanted to hug me and I was too dumb to realize what was happening fkdkkckfv #but then he photobombed a picture I was in and we went for an hour long walk and then I DID get my hug #anyway *SIGH* ethics.