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Episode 20 Thoughts

-That hurt. That entire scene hurt me. The way Eda was listening and the pain and the realization of the truth so evident on her face. Serkan’s hushed tone as he talked. The way they looked at each other. The way they both are hurting. It hurt so bad.

-That is the most sensible thing Aydan has said and done to date. She knew Eda needed to hear it from Alptekin. She knew that Serkan getting involved would make it worse. And she’s also reminding Serkan that it’s not his fault. And for once, we see her trying to protect Serkan alone. Not Alptekin or the family name.

-The pain their eyes carry is so vivid, it pierces the heart. I think Serkan realizing that Eda means it that she would’ve forgiven him really destroys him because now he’s lost her trust. And he knows that’s very important for both of them. And Eda. Omg. Just her entire reaction was heartbreaking. Her breakdown in the car really tore me apart because she’s so helpless in that situation.

-Serkan going off on Alptekin was TOP NOTCH. He really said, I’m not playing around anymore. And I think he has every right. After everything, Serkan has every right to talk to Alptekin like that.

-OH MY GOD. SERKAN WENT OFF ON SELIN! THAT IS PROBABLY MY FAVORITE MOMENT SO FAR IN THE EPISODE! I mean not only did he question her intentions on barging in, he straight up told her he loves and loved Eda only ever AND that they are just professionals, no friends! I swear, I felt like a whole wrong carried off my chest! I had been waiting for Serkan to draw the line with her and he did! I hope that Selin learns from this and remembers this the next time she tries anything with Serkan!

-That entire beach scene owns my heart. The way Eda is having to relive the pain of the accident and what it took from her then and what it’s taken from her now. You have to think. Eda’s pain from the loss of her parents never went away. She always felt their absence. But with her relationship with Serkan, she started to just gain someone who loves her. Who makes her happy. And just for a little bit, she was able to not worry about what she was missing, but what she had. And now she finds out that the same incident took away the people she has really loved, and she finds herself in the absence of those people. But I think what Melo said was so beautiful and so profound. That while her parents are gone, Serkan is still alive. Her anger and hurt is absolutely justified, but she can still be with him, past all this. I don’t think Eda really understands that in this moment because she feels that she can’t trust Serkan right now. But I hope there’s a moment in which this truly rings a bell for her, and she really starts to trust Serkan and starts to mend their relationship.

-It really breaks my heart that Serkan really spent all those days alone. No one there to be there with him in his sorrow. No one there to share the pain and the heartbreak with. He really only had Eda. And now she’s taken away from him as well. While, Eda has her friends, her girls to share it with. But even with them, there’s moments of pain and loneliness that just don’t go away.

-Awww, he asked them to water the flowers she planted!

-Of course she doesn’t want things to workout between Eda/Serkan, she’s been sabotaging everything to begin with! At least she’s honest about it now and isn’t putting up the good ex act anymore!

-The contract. I think Eda asking Serkan to sign it without even looking at it was kind of immature and unprofessional. Even between colleagues, you wouldn’t sign anything without looking at it.

-They took the damn rings off. I’m on the floor.

-You know who’s character has had great progress? LEILA! That girl was scared and had a breakdown after very single conversation with Serkan in episode 1 and here she is welcoming him and being happy at seeing him and directly asking about his love life! I have enjoyed seeing her gain confidence and flourish! Yes girl, you be direct with Serkan!

-SELIN, YOU BITCH! I WILL KILL HER.

-He really asked Aydan to talk to Eda cause he’s forbidden to, I’m dead! He really said I’m gonna do whatever she asks!

-Aidan is quite a mischievous yet smart business woman!

-Melo and Seyfi roast session GAVE ME LIFE! Dragging Selin like that!

-How can you not love this man? He said not my Melo! He don’t play around when it comes to his SIL! But his face at Engin telling him he can have Erdem! He about to crack!

-HE SNUCK THE RING IN HER POCKET!

-The way they were looking at each other and teasing each other through their eyes took me back to earlier episodes!

-Serkan hugging Erdem! THIS IS AN ICONIC SCENE! EVERYTHING ABOUT IT WAS AMAZING! Serkan’s reaction, Erdem scared look turned into confidence and playfulness with the situation to Eda laughing and not believing it! ICONIC!

-So fifi is from a rich background! I mean I figured she was but it’s good to get an idea of her background!

-Eda is very strong enough to stand in front of that man and confront him! It’s as if she’s reliving that experience but this time with all the truth and pain. And the way Serkan was looking at her, as if he could feel her pain just by staring at her.

-The way she reached out for him but had to restrain herself. The way her eyes were begging him not to leave. But her pain and anger are stronger in that moment.

-The way Serkan knows how to use the contract to his benefit 👏

-ALPTEKIN IS TRASH. Nothing will change that from this point on.

-I think the conversation in the car was so important. Serkan really has done everything Eda has asked and she’s noticed. Serkan telling Eda that’s there’s nothing he wouldn’t do for her is the LOUDEST WAY OF SAYING I LOVE YOU AND I’M ALWAYS GONNA BE HERE FOR YOU. I just am going to die.

-Serkan just watching her from afar was so sweet!

-Why are their mirror scenes the absolute best! I love it!

-Tbh, Ferit and Ceren’s back and forth was kind of funny and interesting to watch!

-Why do all the guys look like lambs waiting to be sacrificed!

-“I will catch you”. Somebody come pick me off the floor!

-THAT WAS SUCH A CUTE RUNWAY! They all looked so beautiful!

-SHE SWITCHED THE ADDRESSES! I cannot handle!

-OMG! I forgot Alptekin doesn’t know that Aidan can leave the house by herself and she was gonna surprise him because she was so happy! She wanted to share her happiness with him and surprise him! And HE FUCKING CHEATED ON HER! I HATE HIM!

-Stabbing me would’ve hurt less. They both waited for each other. Hoping that this would be it. That they could work it out and figure it out. He was ready to give he ring back to her. They would start over. And they took it away from me.

Overall:this was such a good episode! I laughed, I was upset, I was happy, I was in pain, I felt everything! I found myself really frustrated with the way Eda was treating Selena but then I had to step back and think from her position. That’s kind of what I like about this show. It really makes you step back and analyze very character from their perspective! I am ready for Serkan and Eda to get back because they have been apart way too long!

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