#edit yall this is a friend i knew irl not someone i met online

[bamsara]

everytime i feel low i remember i have a bigoted, backstabbing ex-friend that's a nsfw multi-fandom asmr youtuber and think 'no wait actaully i gotta be better' and knowing that info makes me cautious to trust any online persona cause you don't know who they really are behind the screen but also I go sicko mode getting stuff done

#if you're a long term follower you might remember but yes it is the one of the same dudes in the Straight White Cis men friend group #that had that Group Chat and was racist and sexism and aphobic and whole bunch of other balony behind my back #i have screenshots that can ruin lives now but hey man if you ever see this #i run off of spite #sara shush #tw rant #edit yall this is a friend i knew irl not someone i met online #i live in the same town as this person and were friends before he started his youtubing bruh