#even discord tbh which im sure plenty of u have noticed

[sunnyvaler]

wish i had the desire to be here more

#not just kurt but like. tumblr in general #bc i adore my muses i adore writing but i havent been in the Space to really be here lately #even discord tbh which im sure plenty of u have noticed #im not ignoring anyone i just have. not been online a lot #ive got this big 2 month trip at the end of november and ive never been out of the country so long #and i didnt do Any of the planning for it really my mum did it all which. has me stressed #bc i like to be in control or at least know everything thats happening and its stressing me to not have that #and im nervous that my passport wont arrive in time and im scared i wont have the money to do anything #its a Big Trip and im Very Nervous #and its kinda led to me only ever focusing on that or sleeping A Lot so ive been. distant #gonna try to see if i can get the energy to watch d.o rev.enge and be on jasons blog maybe #might look into moving other muses to my multi idk im just. overwhelmed by Everything #esp bc the 2 months im gone i wont have a pc so i cant trim replies #ill have my ipad so i can format and shit but i can't cut posts which gives me Anxiety