#even if you’re stuck with people who don’t completely align with you it’s stil…

[kominfyrirkattarnef]

Look I genuinely consider myself to be as unprejudiced as I can, and I make a conscious effort to open myself up and reflect on things that make me defensive etc etc but like… I just cannot for intimate relationships with city people. Like I feel so fundamentally separate from them, it’s insane. Like it’s on the same level as being a queer person in a crowd of cishets who are weird about queer people. Like just such a fundemental part of myself gets cut off

#idk I’ve been talking to a lot of people about deciding to move out of rvk to a way smaller place #and all these people who are like ‘ew gross why #like idk man being in the city makes me feel fucking claustrophobic #not being able to see the starts bc of light pollution makes me wanna rip my face off idk what to tell u #maybe it’s an autistic thing as well #but idk… there’s no fucking community in this city. I miss that so much #even if you’re stuck with people who don’t completely align with you it’s stil…