#even when being direct my overthinking mind is probably gna come up w some bs 💀

[noxtivagus]

A MILLION THOGUHTS RUNING THROUGH MY HEAD RN !?! sometimes i just think about myself n wonder WHY TF ARE THERE PPL INTIMIDATED BY ME 😭😭

#🌙.rambles #sometimes it's funny esp when online n these ppl are older than me #ffxiv in particular i think i've encountered several ppl that have been intimidated by me ?? #but then w others when they talk w me i swear i'm such an airhead #like i came across a weirdo in ffxiv once n i was just like 'huh?' #idk how to explain but several things just easily pass over my head #even when being direct my overthinking mind is probably gna come up w some bs 💀 #i feel like rambling rn #i tried some omegleast night bcs an irl decided to as well #just text ofc n i find it funny how i trolled some random strangers w the uhh ffxiv copypasta #& uk 💀 #WAH LMFAO that aside tho #(apollo n i got matched together once n the outcome was chaotic .) #UH I MADE A FRIEND THO !! they like pjsekai n like rui n we have similar music taste omg #sobv whenever i meet new ppl i think the perception they have of me is shy/kind or intimidating #i rmber i used to not talk /a lot/ back on twintania ffxiv a year ago but #my friends wld often call me cute :<< #I WANT TO KNOW WHY?? DONT JUST TELL ME THAT N TELL ME Y PLEASE 😭😭 #sorry i slept at nearly 6 am i think n woke up at 10 idk n i'm going a bit insane today but i don't feel braindead in a sad way nymore rn #nah tbh i think i'm going a bit insane #gotta get out of the car rn tho so ill stop typing while walking #hmmm do you ever wonder though abt what passing strangers think and remember of you #that's interesting to me wah n i wonder what music they think i'm listening to #but maybe a lot of people don't think of strangers like that ?