#everything I did in the 28 years before adderall felt like pulling teeth to get my brain to cooperate

[crippledanarchy]

It's Truly amazing I managed to get anything done before i got on Adderall

#like just the sheer number of times in school where i felt fully lost n like i missed the day where everyone else got critical instructions #and the number of times i said 'i wonder if i have add' and was scolded for minimizing other people's legitimate struggles #cause *I* was Normal and just Lazy and Stupid and people with adhd are actually trying but everyone knows I'm not #i genuinely cant describe how good it feels to actually be able to focus enough to complete a project. like entirely. all the way. #everything I did in the 28 years before adderall felt like pulling teeth to get my brain to cooperate #my mind is so much more peaceful when I'm not flailing wildly through life #I'm so mad that everyone that told me i was a little drama queen who just wanted attention just... innately possesed this inner peace #and made me feel evil for never overcoming an impossible challenge