#everything sucks and ive spent the last few hours steadily crying

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

7am. Can't sleep. Have to wake up at 9am. The sun is rising. Probably just won't sleep.

#just cant sleep. dont want to sleep #the sun has risen so im probs not gonna be able to fall asleep #and whats the point of sleeping less than two hours anyway? #i decided about an hour ago that if im still awake at 7:30/8 then ill just get up and walk my dog #he needs to be tired out because both my sibling and i have to work and he barks when neither of us are there #so we figured out the beat thing to do is to tire him tf out #i think waking him up an hour early and taking him on an extended walk should do the trick #the only thing is. i have to work today. and i dont want to work six hours on no sleep #but tbh maybe no sleep is better than an hour. i think if i just have some coffee maybe ill be fine #i just feel like today is going to be a bad day. and im just preparing for that #(tw animal death)i feel like one of my rats is going to die today and its just going to be a bad shift cuz ill be so tired and cuz of my rat #just all around its not going to be a good day and im resigning myself to that #i dont want to go to work. i think if a customer is even a little rude ill just burst into tears in front of them #thatd be kind of iconic tbh. i bet theyd regret being rude #everything sucks and ive spent the last few hours steadily crying #anyway have a great day yall. sincerely. and kiss your pets on their little heads for me