#experience like 😭 why are you in this dept... why not cafe or cashier?? that seems less difficult? i mean any job can be challenging but

[bunnyb34r]

Always feel so bad when I get irritated at having to show NewLady how to do something (usually for the 2nd... or 3rd.. or 5th time) bc I understand not grasping it the first time and we dont have formal training but like write it down man 😭 like that's what several of us have done when we started out until we got the hang of it

And it's like I know she wont learn if I keep just doing it for her but sometimes by god is it just so much less painful for me to do it myself and have her go do something else bc holy shit

#like shoes im glad i did em bc she would... not have gotten it... and it's not even hard! she just doesnt get it and it's like okay sure #everyone struggles sometimes but you kept bragging when you started (and continously shut everyone down that tried to help you #but ME bc im patient) that you used to work clothing at target so like we kinda expected SOME type of understanding and #experience like 😭 why are you in this dept... why not cafe or cashier?? that seems less difficult? i mean any job can be challenging but #those are the 'easy' jobs besides clothing which like lmao no its not but okay #like we're doing inventory so we have to label pallets different when we put them up and i knew shed need to be taught that and re-taught #how to wrap and locate a pallet but i just could not fucking set aside the brain capacity and patience needed to do that so i had #[relative coworker] do it and she was like 😑🖕 sure. dggdgdhd #meanwhile im doing shoes condensing and stocking AND wrapping and counting 2 pallets of shoes AND doing it for #a pallet of shorts and shes like head empty no thoughts down in womens like 🤗 #i had to show her how to make a specific sign the other day and i just did it myself and wrote down the instructions bc i did not #have the patience and was dealing with endo pain so i was not having it but she was like omg thank you!! ill put this in my locker so i #have it for next time!! :D and im like yup :) but inside i was very much 😑😩 dhhfhffh #marquilla #work talk #i always try to be extra patient with people and i have a lot of experience bc of teaching Sunday school and doing safety town #and especially with my cousin whos autistic and loooooooooooooves to talk ab her special interests and im like the only one who #doesnt just dismiss her ill either lean into it or be like uh huh :) oh yeah? wow- bc like even if it annoys you the least you can do #is engage in active listening even if youre not ACTIVELY listening sggdgdgd but anyway i have a lot of experince and i just try to be #understanding but good god some days my tolerance is so low that in order to be polite i gotta pass it off onto someone sggdgdgdgd