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#exposing my innards my heart and my mind because thats all i ever did as a kid growing up online
freshmeatz
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11 months
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fun leech information of the day even if it's too personal I given my heart out on a platter constantly and I just cant bother to care anymore
#everything went into a stasis for me when i was 15
#and what i mean by that is when ive basically ripped myself apart over and over again ive basically become someone i cant even recognize
#anymore at all
#i dont feel my age despite needing to be im scared of everything and everyone i dont feel like an adult and i still feel like
#im stuck being 15 in my head everyone before me everyone after me ive lost myself on the internet and i will always become situated as a mem
#Memory of what i use to be and it fuckinfnsucks i dont feel right in my body i dont feel right in my head and i kust feel fuckinfnstupid all
#the time everyday every night
#recent events from maybe last year resedimented this fear and i fucking resent what happened but its all too late anyways
#i feel sick of kyself im tired and all inwant tondo is spend time with people because i cant stand being alone but that means always exposin
#exposing my innards my heart and my mind because thats all i ever did as a kid growing up online
#i dint know who i am anymore im just leech now or something I don't knownehy im pouring mybheart out like thisni fell so stupid but i just
#cant fucking get a grasp on myself i had to force msyelf to grow up and now im fucjing Violently regressing backwards and its just getting
#to the point i wanna scream and cry my eyes out i hate that i dont feel secure anymore I hate how clingy i am i hate thag im liek this
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