#extra tragic that i might miss every film i want to see at the sthlm film festival bc i have to work early every weekday

[chaoswillcalmusdown]

my niece really knows how to demand to videocall me when i feel like utter shit which is great bc it gives me serotonin but it sucks bc watching the dark bags under my eyes in the corner while my brother asks me if i'm okay and i like. say yes. and he does not believe me. not as fun of a time ✌🏽🤪

#i just really am not good at this whole 'working in a terrible environment' thing #and no one is even mean to me there #i just hate the way they do shit and i hate being there #and the birth control making me numb and depressed doesn't help matters at all #imagine if i got that job interview and i got that job at the school i want and i didn't have to keep complaining about the place i'm #currently trapped in ????? #wouldn't that be nice? #i would really love it if that happened #i need a win pls #extra tragic that i might miss every film i want to see at the sthlm film festival bc i have to work early every weekday #i can't be at 9pm viewings in stockholm on weekdays #boooooooo