#for context I'm house sitting for a friend for 2ish weeks and they're letting me stay in the two room guest house they have

[v-iv-rusty]

I am going to bake so much shit this week

#misc.txt #for context I'm house sitting for a friend for 2ish weeks and they're letting me stay in the two room guest house they have #WHICH MEANS I can cook and bake and do whatever without being harassed every time I step into the kitchen :) #I just need to go shopping tomorrow #ok but for real this is. so nice?? #I brought my pc #+ my drawing tablet and stuff #it's.....so quiet here?? there's no yelling?? I don't feel tense for the first time in years?? #I feel.....ok. when I'm out of the house and away from the main sources of my stress. my anxiety overall is just so much less intense #and it hasn't even been a full day away yet. it's just. so quiet. #and I can actually cook fuck yeah!! I need to find some good recipies to make so I'm not eating out for 2 weeks bc that's expensive #I'm going to make baklava and possibly a pie but neither of those are meals so. you know what though I do have a soup I want to try making #but like I can!! and nobody's going to get pissed at me for....breathing wrong!! or taking up space!! #I kind of feel like I don't even know what to do with myself when I don't have to constantly force myself to act a certain way #my friend is going to have a Lot of pastries and things waiting for them when they get back. after I go shopping tomorrow. #literally it feels so nice to just be able to........exist #now if I could just find an apartment that isn't $500000 a month rent I could have this all the time