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#for my gf whos sinking deeper into something n i cant even help bc im a wreck myself but i am so so scared to lose her
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seems like my heart does nothing but break lately
#oh my god dont read the tags. it breaks for everyone :( but on a more personal level
#for my gf whos sinking deeper into something n i cant even help bc im a wreck myself but i am so so scared to lose her
#still havent even been able to book a psych appointment n i rlly dont know where to go with all these ..em*tions
#Guys i rlly dont understand one thing. how come one random freak whos in ur life at some point can derail a whole person like eons later
#jeopardise their whole future just by crossing some lines for funz i really dont understand this
#not fair not fair at all this is evil
#and becasue u got unlucky someone wanted to be disgusting u have to carry the consequences
#i rly still cant even say it i still cant even write it
#i dont even know how . irl the only perosn i told in some capacity
#is dealing with her own trauma and i hate that jsut being understanding is not enoughlike
#Wow Lmao Its just Funny How it Shapes You. & U Can Never bury it forever becuz it will always catch up to youππππππ
#AND THE PAST CAN NEVER BE ERASED ππππππππ«π«π«π«π«πͺπͺ
#at least my gf has been taking steps to deal with it for.3 yrs and i just never even
#LOL i feel like such a coward but the sh*me and the g**lt associated with the Thing..r so overwhelming i cant even admit it
#what would i even do at the psych appointment like straight up what am i gonna say Lol
#hai iam here to process something i dont actually remember probably becasue i was a child but imnot sure. n id rather
#kms than tell u how i know π. So thats also why my heart breaks. for that little girl who was a ball of shame i guess and no matter
#how much i cognitively.like rationally know its not my fault the ball of shame n guilt is still there
#n it swallows me every time i vaguely start 2 think about acknowledging the Th*ng
#or whatever. And thats just my end of the deal but my gf has it worse genuinely bc she remembers everything n still has to see the freak
#n it went on for yrs n her family doesnt know n heres the worst thing hes a beloved family member a sweet boy with struggles of his own
#well i hope he walks into traffic for doing what he did to her
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