#for the f irst ti me in four years i can see m yself li ving...l iving more

[sunsetcowboy]

Just finished a week of stressful and tiring appointments/procedure. It's turns out I'm fine, nothing some medicine can't fix! I'm soo relieved. These past 4 months have been the scariest and most painful months of my life.

#i haven't been here l ately cause I've been b usy/d istracted w all of this. literally took all of my e nergy everyday #that was just this we ek i had so many other a ppointments/t est done cause my d octors were all w orried #but luckily none of it was anything too serious #still having to deal w my p revious pr oblem but im getting better at m anaging it #for the f irst ti me in four years i can see m yself li ving...l iving more #all the lost o pportunities. f riendships. t ime. I'm still m ourning them. #but maybe it's not too late for other chances #way more p ositive thinking than about 3 weeks ago #rin posting #maybe I'll l ove things again. things like d rawing and w riting. maybe I can #I'm sure no one even n oticed i was gone really but this is g ood n ews so i felt like s haring it. #sorry. a sk to t ag