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#foresty ravines with vague figures in the trees across the ravine
autoneurotic
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1 year
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ik i take anti anxiety/sedater at night to sleep better and not get anxious about nightmares etc, but i still catch myself feeling dread throughout the day as if i will be going to a real, physical place instead of To Bed
#90% of the time i love having vivid dreams and lucid dreaming
#lately though i’m dreaming about like. moving back into my childhood home or trying to Go Home
#and the house is different/on fire inside/my mom answers but won’t let me in
#sometimes i’m very far away and i’m trying to call mom or dad to pick me up
#and the buttons are illegible or i type in the wrong numbers time and again
#OR they answer and refuse to get me so i have to walk miles through
#foresty ravines with vague figures in the trees across the ravine
#or through the show along highways and every night i swear
#i dream about leaving a specific place and needing to make a specific turn
#and i fuck it up every time. but i tell myself as soon as i leave the building Go Right Not Left Go Right
#and i always go left for too long and end up by a huge interstate ramp Mess
#most commonly nearly nightly o dream of being in a cramped many narrow halled home
#small rooms where they shouldn’t be and the whole house is steeped in a skin crawling Sickly Essence. sometimes there’s an old person that
#i feel equal parts pity and disgust for. always there is a basement that i do NOT want to go in but end up in anyway…dirt floors stuff
#everywhere it goes on and on and on. wood beams and exposed wires n shit
#OR finally o dream of being sick and kept in hospital. or i arrive to visit someone and am told i cannot leave
#and am either made to be sick or i try to escape and usually the vessel i choose to flee on just misses me
#or explodes over the sea with me in it
#i want to. have cool dreams again. these suck
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