#found out where my headaches came from btw. took an eye test and my vision got TWICE AS BAD since last time

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hello gamers i am so tired

#help i just want to rest but so much is going on im gonna lose it #today is the first day in a while i havent had to go somewhere or do something and i have not moved #in 7 hours #maybe more #found out where my headaches came from btw. took an eye test and my vision got TWICE AS BAD since last time #so ive just been walking round unable to see ig and my eyes are straining so hard #its just been giving me migraines every other day #for MONTHS #so thats where im at rn #waiting 2 weeks for stupid expensive glasses #and dying a little #had to supervise my brothers on a 3 hour canoe trip yesterday and my arms are killing me #and they kept complaining that i wasnt strong or fast enough and kept having to rest sdghgJj #one of them broke his wrist but still wanted to go so i had to be there to paddle while he sat on his ass #we were there for 5 hours #i havent drawn in 3 days. my arms are limp noodles. i feel like crying all the time. i need tos leep for 12 hours straight #and THEN..i will look at my messages im so sorry ive been mega dead #and i got the exhaustion/anxiety shit cocktail #but i will read it i promise