#friend or otherwise there’s this weird period where I’m just like fucking batty and paranoid lol

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I just caught myself smiling at my phone and I was like “meg the stallion would not approve of this behaviour. knock it off.” lol

#he’s from New Zealand and like I dunno but he wants to go camping and thinks I’m cool #actually scratch all of that #all of those things are true and also #i haven’t felt like the panic I associate with a new person in my life lol #friend or otherwise there’s this weird period where I’m just like fucking batty and paranoid lol #the jokes honestly write themselves I am a trope it’s so boring #like girlie it’s a disorganized attachment style pull it together lol #but that panic feeling isn’t there and maybe that’s him or maybe that’s the personal work I’ve done #anyway I love talking shit about dating here it’s the only place I share EVERYTHING hahahhahaha #like my sister knows less than you guys that’s wild lol #anyway love ya the most kisses!!!!