#fuck all these tags of personal ranting this post is funny now. thanks sugar daddy bot

[fishing-lesbian-catgirl]

I’m just tired ok

#fuck all these tags of personal ranting this post is funny now. thanks sugar daddy bot #I’m burnt out #I spend my entire life either at work or in my tiny apartment #I’m afraid to leave. I’m afraid to do anything. I’m afraid #I don’t know how to stop feeling like a burden to every person i interact with #I can’t even reach out to people to ask for help. and when they reach out to me I just say I’m fine and I don’t need help #I’m lying because I’m fucking broken #wow this depression spiral is hitting me hard lol #I would say I’m sorry to my followers but if anything I wouldn’t mind if me being insane drove some of you away #I don’t know why anyone follows me in the first place #if you’re reading this far you must be really dedicated to hearing me complain #what am I fucking doing #the thoughts never stop I wish they’d stop I want it to be quiet #even when I do things that are supposed to be relaxing like fishing I spend the whole time worrying about if strangers think I’m weird #when I exist in a public space I feel like I am violating said space. like I don’t belong #I’m not going to do anything but gosh being alive is tiresome and I wish I could just like take a break.

[ella-se-vuelve-loca]

Positivity chain💫 Tag all your mutuals and say your favorite things about them! All people tagged have to do it as well😌

@richukisbb - Isa, soft hours with you is always the best 😌💜 you’re so unbelievably lucky to have met the boys of cnco and see them live 😩 You’re always there when I need to rant and sis you know I’m gonna treat you right by making you food 🤣💕 I honestly wanna meet you and I know someday we will ✊🏽 Zabdiel needs to be our sugar daddy 😌

@smoljoelito - Em, the 99% vanilla one of the group 😝 girl, you were like one of my very first cnco friends ♥️ I wanna thank you for convincing the rest of our gc to let me join in. Bc of you, I now have more friends through here 💕 I love how you’re not afraid to call people out (you always calling me out hoe 🤣 lmao I love it) and I love how you’re so fierce with your hair ✊🏽 you look like a badass and I love it

@estoy-enamorado-de-ti - Tash, the angst queen 👑 I love your sense of fashion and your jewelry ❣️ whenever you post a photo of your outfit for the day, I’m just uwu 🤩 you always hype people up and thirst hours is always fun with you 🌚🤣

@cnc-oh-boi - Riley, my fellow cancer 😌 you’re honestly just an amazing person to start off with. Even though our Spanish is not fluent, that doesn’t make us any less Latina ✊🏽 you always say what needs to be said 💕 and your concepts are always fucking amazing 😩 whether it’s thirst 🌚 or soft or anything, it’s always something I look forward to

@cloudfiveclub - Chels, holy fuck 🤣 you’re wild 😜 even though you’re younger than me, I feel comfortable talking about things with you 😌💕 I’m so happy that I get the chance to talk with you like omfg “🌞🌞🌞🌞” (that’s all that needs to be said 🤣) or should I say “DADDY!!!” 💀 LMAO ilysm

@mepuserojito - Maria, I love how you pop into our gc for a bit and then dip 🤣 I love how you stand up for others when shit is going down 💜 and talking with you is always so much fun ❣️ (whenever you answer 🤣) I love seeing your name pop up tbh 💕

@quierick - Ari, my favorite clown 🤡 sis you’re so funny like what the fuck 🤣 You’re one of the babies in our chat 💚 seeing you pop into our gc honestly puts a smile on my face ☺️ fellow 1D and Harry Styles stan ♥️ I love how you poke fun at yourself and know how to take a joke 🤣💜

@pretendcnco - Kat, you’re literally the sweetest 🥰 I’m so happy that we got the chance to talk even more when we got paired for Ari’s writing challenge 😌 your fluff was oof 😩👌🏽💙 I love getting to talk to you and I hope we can collaborate on another fic again soon 🤣😌✊🏽 You’re so funny 😆 and I love your comments lmaoooo

@yatusabess - Lucia, my favorite Chris hoe 🤣😌💀 Okay how tf are you so pretty like wtf 😩💜 I love how you call people out on their shit and I love whenever you comment on my fics 🥺 it honestly makes my day and puts a smile on my face. I wanna meet you one day ✊🏽

@ericksmamita - Angelina, my other Erick hoe 🤗 talking with you is always a blast lmaooo you’re so funny! 😆 We’re such weirdos 😝💚 If you ever come down to Chicago, I’ll take you to downtown so you can get your picture with The Bean 😌🤣 We’re usually missing certain concepts in one of the gc 🌚🤣😩 lmao and I gots to buy my plane ticket to meet your ass 😌✊🏽

@esmejha108 - sis you’re so sweet and so fucking beautiful 😍 I wanna get the chance to talk to you even more ❣️

@you-kinda-smell-like-christmas - girl, you’re something else 🤣💀 you’re really sweet, supportive and so pretty!

@cncoh-damn - truth be fucking told, I always look forward whenever you have a new story concept for the boys of cnco or rk 😌💜 we gotta talk more! 💕

@cncofakechatz - we talk more on insta 🤣 but you’re so funny to talk to and always have great new ideas to write! I love that one you did for me with Joel 🤣😌💜 such an amazing person, honestly ✊🏽

@imnotlaughingbro - I wanna get back into talking with you again 🤣🥺💙 you’re so funny and fucking gorgeous 💕✊🏽

Omfg I don’t know if I got everyone ❣️ if I forgot someone, I’m sorry! I love you all ✊🏽💜

#cncowners #cnco #I love y’all sm #my cnchoes ✊🏽😤💦 thank you for letting me join in the gc #y’all mean so much to me ❣️