#fuckfuckfuckfukcufkcu

[tiredsadpeach]

Hi I’m havjgn a beeakdown

#I’m an awful cg I’m so awful I hate myself #he thought I’d find him annoying or stressful or hate him for being upset #I’ve been so useless I’m just useless I’m never there for him anymore like he’s my baby I’m supposed to be there I said yes to being his cg #I need to take responsibility #I’m shaking hh I need to be punished I deserve punishment I’m not good enough #it’s almost been a year since I couldn’t even get him to put his seatbelt on I make myself sick I hate myself #what kind of cg can’t protect their little what the fuck is wrong with me #I want to throw up I want to hurt and it doesn’t help that our dog is barking nonstop #my parents went on a trip and me and my sister are the only ones here and our dog won’t hush two nights in a row we don’t know why #he’s never had a problem before with our parents trips hhh #my baby evebn said he was shy with me the other day hhh I’m so awful I shouldn’t make him feel likenthat #I’ve been his cg for a year I should make him comfy and safe #fuckfuckfuckfukcufkcu