#fucking massive like why’d they make it so big 😭😭😭😭😭 help

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hi mutuals not to doxx myself but im in boston literally rn :D 🤯🤯🤯

#purrs #took a 2.8 mile walk around the hotel and tmrrw i have a session at 8:30 am that i have to be up at6 for so i can get ready and rehearse #bc i haven’t rehearsed at all to this point LAWLLL 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰and im goi ng to. a scary fancy dinner tmrrw night lole. but it’ll all be ok. this k #kinda feels insane and fake like all of it. and my melon carton spilled in the subway and it was so embarrassing and i was very stressed. im #nervous but excited i wish this all felt realer but it’s nice and im excited to see more of boston. kinda crazy to be in a city where ppl #are alive and there are lots of sights and smells and sounds and things and it’s just there all the time every day. also kinda crazy to be #in massachusetts as a destination when the last time i was here as a destination both my grandparents were alive and their house existed 😃✌️ #but i am trying not to think about that. but if i get to visit faneuil square i might cry lol #conference tag #also i have HORRIBLE motion sickness like even lying in bed under the covers i still feel like im on the train and the ground is swaying #underneath me…. wtf 👩🏻 but it’s fine. i am a normal girl i made it to boston and i have 2.5 days left here and iam looking forward to living #them and having smth to look forward to every day 🥳I just need to not be nervous. but also we are doing orientation in the BALLROOM and it’s #fucking massive like why’d they make it so big 😭😭😭😭😭 help