#gideon’s fucking. kicking rocks about ALECTO meanwhile harrow’s lobotomizing over gideon

[babydarkstar]

it makes me really insane that gideon doesn’t believe harrow could ever love her. insane. like i get it i get that the only way she knows how to be loved is to be objectified and useful and turned into a weapon and harrow has never treated her well, the ninth has never treated her like a human and she’s an animal in a spiked cage but then to get harrow’s perspective and witnessing the last thread of what was holding her together snap because she lost gideon. gideon having been so assured of her worthlessness not believing that harrowhark ‘you are my only friend. i am undone without you. gideon. gideon. i cannot do this. i cannot conceive of a universe without you. if i should forget you let my right hand also be forgotten.’ gideon’s-name-was-the-last-thing-her-body-said-before-death-even-when-her-mind-couldnt-process-it nonagesimus feels even slightly attached to her. it makes me feel like tearing my hair out actually

#horrible evil wretched femme loves the easygoing malleable happy go lucky butch #and it goes horribly wrong in every way imaginable #theyre so stupid😔 #tlt #griddlehark #tlt spoilers #gideon’s fucking. kicking rocks about ALECTO meanwhile harrow’s lobotomizing over gideon #These Dykes Are So Dumb #harrow literally Saving The Last Dance for gideon and gideon’s moping about THE FROZEN BITCH IN THE TOMB