#giving in response problems and its not clear if und when they will be corrected

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#negative evil nasty idk #you were warned #calculating the probability that I will regret somehow making it to my birthday this year #once again like in the last 5-6 years #nothing smart has been achieved #everything that was started devoured time and brain #giving in response problems and its not clear if und when they will be corrected #funny in combination with the understanding that it won’t get better which i'm constantly told about #funny to understand that nothing good will happen in “serious matters” and that there is something good only in “meaningless” activities #(like hobbies and all that) #you can also add “it should be so” and “well no one asked you to get sick” #or “it’s your own fault that you got sick” and “if you didn’t want to #then it wouldn’t be difficult for you” #im tired and hate it all #also tired of the cycle “ i should communicate more - *gets into a negative phase again* - u cant drag negativity to people >> #they have enough of their own - *gets into a slightly better phase - i should communicate more" #ЫХХХХХххххх