#god and all mixed in w the compulsory heterosexuality and the religious guilt and the fucking. FEELINGS⁉️

[akairokara]

is this a bad time to say that i have feelings for someone

#dude it sucks because it’s not even like. A peer #i would never in a million years do anything abt this or tell anyone irl but #then all i can do is sit here and wallow in the weird feelings and feel guilty and ashamed and bad #ITS JUST. she’s so cool. like i never see older queer ppl. n she knows so much abt so many cool things n she’s done so much amazing stuff #GOD #im just a kid and life is a nightmare #IM SO attracted to her lol i ajhsjdkdkdhdbdjdjdj lying prostrate on the ground weeping or whatever lmao #i just really wish we could be friends or maybe that i could idk sit and listen to her talk abt everything she knows god damn it #now this. This is what down bad looks like #god and all mixed in w the compulsory heterosexuality and the religious guilt and the fucking. FEELINGS⁉️ #my hormones said fuck u we r doing this #it wasn’t even this bad last sem w that dude. i literally psyched myself out of it #but we r not making it out of this one ☝️😤‼️ #fool speaks #AND LIKE. ok. she’s literally an authority figure so that makes this even more embarrassing ! Haha