#god its so frustrating and i know its just INSTINCTUAL and i dont blame ppl wholly for it but . sigh.

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dont rb / right... so this is very vague and kinda ironic in of itself. but whenever people are like "YOU GUYS said THIS a month ago... and NOW YOU GUYS are saying THIS!" and its like ok. so who is the "you guys" in this situation? and like, im asking tht gently and stuff, but like.. also i really think ppl need to sometimes take a step back and evaluate what they mean, when they're talking abt some vague bigger collective of people. bc yes: it's often necessary to do so, but also.... help. if you're just seeing a lot of people knocking about online, saying one thing and then a lot of people about saying sth contradictory the next week... respectfully i dont think you can, like, draw some extremely over generalised narrative between everyone collectively, filling it in based on your own emotional perception of what you think the other ppl thought, and saying "oh you guys all thought this, then came to THIS conclusion!" like... again i get why you do sometimes need to generalise but also help. if, where ALL youre ire, is directed at..... is towards a group that a) might not even be a collective group of people and potentially two wildly different groups and b) even if they are the same, somehow have this unanimous and singular thought process amongst themselves that is so totally irrational.... im telling you that that most likely did not even happen... sozzy... and its especially very fucking unfair to insist that upon people to try and avoid, like, the specific points of discussion IN those arguments tht are being made.

#Egg.txt #this is abt several things again (waves hands) SORRY OMG SORRY I KEEP RANDOMLY BLOGGING VAGUE RAMBLES LIKE THIS #but sigh its abt- WHAT made me talk abt this in the first place was the general discussion about how ''YOU GUYS! keep putting THESE MEN on #pedestals and then YOU GUYS keep taking them down!!'' <- and its like... #right i absolutely agree first and foremost with the weird way ppl put celebs and celeb-adjacent ppl on here on pedestals of course i do #but also i think its very tiring whenevr ppl BEAT the everliving SHIT of that rhetoric and just... assume that every single person went #through this hot/cold phase with the celeb of the week as if... people are not individuals who will have their own opinions and as if the #celebs in question themselves arent individuals and each situation is very different from the other like it doesnt make SENSE sometimes.... #and im talking abt celebs here- ultimately i dont care SO much for the celebs discourse but its probably the easiest example to point to #here and it being a ''non issue'' (it can be serious but ultimately yknow) is why i make it a point and stuff.... #but also idk god like. i think forexample- some ppl will talk a lot abt the mcelroys (maybe the easiest example to bring up?) and how the #reception of them has changed over the course of the years and paint them as like '' oh you guys hated them and now clown on them for no #reason'' and respectfully... as someone who was a huge fan of them before and now has like stepped back a lot from their content?? its just #kind of annoying. bc i guess i dont DOUBT theres a number of ppl who were obsessed and now deem them cringe but god even then its like.. #i dont know why you think youre in the position to assume that those people have had the most stupidest mindset imaginable in that change #when all you're looking at... is like a very general impression over all. #and again its just- its a little... now its not that deep in THIS case but it is a little insulting like. dude. #and again i think- sorry i keep .... GOD im chattingmyself into dread here i know i am but help... #god its so frustrating and i know its just INSTINCTUAL and i dont blame ppl wholly for it but . sigh. #BUT.... #the way people... assume everyting about your whole thought process... based off of such minimal things.... #like god knows thats the truth for everything ever but its so fuckn exhausting sometimes man when like- #god even this! i can imagine assumptions- i feel like i overcorrect way too much but also i dont think i am liike.... i think i can imagine #ppl reading this and assuming its about a recent discourse & assuming my stance on it bc of that and its like #i dont know ... sigh...........ithink im also just a bit of a paranoid freak in some ways but -_- #its just. i dont know. ithink part of it tht does upset me a lot is the autism of like: godi wish you wouldnt infer so many fucking things #from just that man i really wish you would not and the general frustration of not being understood properly like... #am i miscommunicating things somehow good heavens.... #but like all that aside sigh sigh sigh i think ilost track of my train of thought here bc its also- this whole business is very...dismissiv #as well when it does just. set out to paint people as irrational as hell without ever actually anaylising WHAT theyre saying. youre just