#gonna make thomas get me cereal when he wakes up because i somehow need reparations from the universe

[ribbedpleasure]

im about to go absolutely bananabonkers. I’m currently hiding in my bfs bathroom (and have been for the past 2 hours - it is 8am) so I can openly weep from the severity of this chronic pain flare, anyone who I can converse with in this time of need is asleep, and my bfs parents are being SO LOUD around their unusually creaky house so I keep getting FNAF jumpscared by what replicates a beam in the ceiling fucking snapping. I am so hungry but I can’t move to go get food. out of stress, i lacerated my arm trichotillomania-style and it also really fucking hurts. I have a blocked nose and a slightly sore throat from this horrible unrelated cold. my body is on fire and I want to go to bed. i have slept 2 hours. my phone is also dead and I’m typing this on my ipad like a 7 year old. said ipad is on 9%. frankly, can death be scarier than the life I lead rn?

#bro ive had it up to HERE with everything #IT WONT STOP #IM SO HUNGRY #FUCK #gonna make thomas get me cereal when he wakes up because i somehow need reparations from the universe #jamesposting