#he’s tithed to them over the last decade 😬

[cuntylittlesalmon]

hm… i’ve written like 3k words in two days

#creative block….unblocked? #‘creative block’ bruh ur dad died ur allowed to be shaken gah #um anyway. tag diary <3 my grandpa died today too #last grandparent :/ he had real bad dementia & was refusing to eat like a week ago so it was a long time coming #sucks tho #my dad n my dads dad :/ #he wasn’t. a great person by any means. i just feel for my aunt since she was his sole caretaker #like. from her perspective her brother just died (a year younger than their mom did. 59-58) and she’s 57. and now her dad too? #it just. sucks. #that’s it! it just sucks #and my dads church is ducking our attempts to set up a memorial date despite the literal thousands of dollars #he’s tithed to them over the last decade 😬 #mom n i think it’s cause we’re godless heathens who aren’t a part of their cult. who said that #(they’re an assembly’s of god church if. anyone knows abt that / cares) #so if they keep dicking around we’re just gonna do it at the funeral home Literally Right Next Door #and then. in march. a memorial for my dad and my grandpa in missouri :/ #and then of course. all of the other shit i still need to take care of. gah. whtvr whtvr