#he'll sprinkle in a lil extra dialogue and it's all in character but still very sweet!!!!

[frecklystars]

On one hand I love hyperfixating on St*rscream and BAPC at the moment because it has been so long since I’ve really, really focused on something and motivating me to actually draw (despite it costing me my sleep and remembering to eat/take care of myself bc I’m Too Focused)

But on the other hand, my brain is like “we are hyperfocused on *this* right now. You cannot consume anything else or you’ll mess up the flow and ruin it forever” which has happened before so I gotta be careful!! But I just listened to a Nick Blaemire song for the first time in five months and I straight up almost started crying and I made the mistake of pulling up a video of him and in the middle of it he started giggling and I miss Plankton SO MUCH IT GENUINELY HURTS

#woof #blaemire blogging #I only listened to one bc if I listen to more im gonna go down a rabbit hole fhdhfdh #but god I ;-; miss plankton i miss romi i miss jed i miss bernstein i miss adam i miss NICK!!!! #and whoever other character he plays hfdhfhddhf #but mostly plankton ;-; #my brain is like 'if u don't think of st*rscream every minute of everyday then you will lose the serotonin' #and honestly? it would have fizzled out after a month if i didnt have cameo #but!!! in three days!!! starlight's gonna tell me he loves his little starflower! bc i. paid the VA to fdhdhf #he gets so many requests for st*rscream to say romantic things by like. EVERYONE #and im like oh okay if he doesn't rly mind?? then yeah i'll request smth romantic too here we go #he rly puts his wholeass heart into it he doesn't have to go THAT HARD but he DOES #he'll sprinkle in a lil extra dialogue and it's all in character but still very sweet!!!! #like generally st*rscream would hate humans and not rly give a shit abt any of them #but when he does cameo requests he's like 'i hate humans but i tolerate... YOU...' #it's nice of him to do that. it's nice of him to keep it in character but still be nice about it #it's absolutely surreal hearing a f/o of mine say my name and directly tell me they love me? #like what... hello... the amount of power held in my hands atm...... #anyway. when i get that cameo in three days my hyperfocus will spike up again momentarily #maybe for a couple weeks? we're hitting nearly five months of this TFP hyperfocus #which is SHOCKING. it normally does not last this long. but again. cameo helped w/ that #guys if nick blaemire had a cameo i would be broke #wesley has one tho but im too nervous to ask him to say anything in his plankton voice hfdhfdhdf #since he's not a voice actor he'd probably think it'd be a weird request #but he DID recite a plankton line for me and replaced the name 'karen' with 'keri' SO THERE'S THAT #u can tell my mental health has gotten better because im writing novels in my tags again. hi guys :)